Not looking to meet but happy to chat.

TV/TS in South Shields, North East, UK

Joined: 7 weeks ago
Last on: 4 days ago

Back again. Tried quite a few times now to delete it but always end up coming back.

21 year old Trans girl, been living as a female for about 2 years now although knew from an early age i was different. When i was younger i always wanted to dress up and play with the girls. Always been effeminate with a small body frame but it wasn’t until i was older and became more aware that i tried to hide it and tried to fit in with the boys. It was hard seeing girls with boobs and curves, watching the guys staring wanting to fuck them and secretly longing to be seen the same way.

I’m naturally submissive. Always felt weak and enjoy the feeling of being controlled. Think the first time i knew i was different was when i was out in town. We were all quite d*unk and lost one of our friends and found her talking to 3 men in a car. They were trying to convince her to get in the car til we stopped her. They were all screaming at her for being stupid, yet i would have gladly swapped places with her to be taken by them.

Sexual psychology has always fascinated me. Men have sexualised women for decades to the point we’re just seen as a product by them. Why do men love the power over another person? Why do men get off to hearing about my traumas in life?

Why do some people like myself enjoy the feeling of being used? Is it genetics? Low self esteem or simply that i’m not good enough?

Love to hear other peoples thoughts, discuss my traumas and delve deeper into who i truly am.

I’m not currently meeting at the minute as i have somebody who’s training me, he wants me on here to receive abuse and help men cum in exchange to let him read the messages. He says its an essential part for feminisation to see how men veiw me. Males are genetically superior to females, he likes to remind me i was once a male but i was too weak to survive as one. Now i must obey and serve like the bitch that i am..

Amy

21 years old, Gay

5'4" 163cm
Skinny
Non smoker
Social drinker
No tattoos
No piercings
Size: Small
Role: Bottom
Caucasian (white)

Looking For

Couples (MM) Men
Aged from 35 to 60
Will meet smokers

Meeting

Cannot accommodate
Can travel

Interests

Uniform, S&M, Oral, Older guys, Naturism, Muscle, Kissing, Group sex, Cruising, Anal, 1 on 1

Friends

D (49), Man
Noble God (41), Man
T (45), Man
D (48), Man